and I would ask this little girl what it is like to have no fear

Late night appetite

I just fried eggs and bacon and finished my pack of cereals.

Yes, I have a massive late-night appetite and after my first months living on my own, the gained kilos are starting to emerge on my body. But well, ofcourse, I will lose that weight again when I get back home, so I happily keep on frying bacon at one o'clock.

I actually don't have a late night appetite for just food but for anything really. So many things are better at night: studying, movies, parties, conversations, listening to music, writing... when it's dark outside, inspiration comes faster, thoughts flow more smoothly and it is always easier to say the things you want to say.

It is now twenty minutes past one and for some reason it becomes harder and harder to go to bed, but I should. Tomorrow I will go to Belfast with my roommates and we'll be back the day after tomorrow. Then I have one day left to study and then isnmy final exam.

Time has been flying on warp speed here in Ireland, and I look forward to see my family again with Christmas, but it will not be an easy Christmas.

I will be home for only one week though, after that I will return to Ireland, stay there for one day and the 30th of December I'm going to Scotland to climb Ben Nevis. I am so looking forward to this, even though I know it is going to be very very tough because I'm not fit at all, not used to so much snow and such low temperatures. But I love the challenge and as long as I don't disappoint myself by giving up too soon, it is going to be great!

I will now make an attempt to force myself to bed, trying to ignore my notebook silently which yelling "WRITE!". Goodnight!

40

fourty months

and I wonder where the Hell this is going